Growing up I was the victim of extremely harsh bullying for 7 years. Honestly, some of us have made our mind up regardless of what ideas anyone has, what jokes are made or what suggestions are given. I have so much love to offer and I dont know whats wrong with me. My husband is awesome and I love him soooo much. By the way, it's by no means fast and it's very painful. I was on this site because I wanted to make a 5th attempt tonight. One could still pull it off alone, but they may also realize just how much they would be missed if they bring up the idea to someone else.
After reading every post and comment on this page i felt compelled to post something… although i know it is irrelevant and meaningless. I got money any way I could. I am just sick of the pain. Cant even watch M movies even though i am 16 year old girl. Maybe live on to another day and the next and the next.
I wish I could just disappear. So whats wrong with a shortcut to the end. People will tell me its good to be too sensitive, for me it is a course. Unless you happen to be a doctor or someone with access to certain specific drugs killing yourself will likely not be easy, painless, or foolproof. My world is so dark.
Never the less best part is you did Not have to go into a blindness,marriage with toxic waste. I sold it to thestreet. Self-murderers rarely want to invest into the process. Mobb Deep would hang out in my office. But life cannot be replaced, and if you are sitting here, on the internet, breathing and typing to the world, Your in a better place then most buddy. If you're concerned about someone else, you're welcome to post, also check out our and.
I am lost and homeless. You say you tried to be nice to everyone. No one would care if I were to die. I'm not judging I'm here for the same reason everyone else came, we want to end it. I think we can blame that asshole now deceased asshole Ronald Reagan for fucking up the education system in this country. I dont want to go through therapy again and just revert it all back to square one again with regressing back to suicidal tedencies.
It is better to die than suffer in this bad fucking life. She believed she was unloved. I was never happy ever since I moved to where I am today. But God forbid, you survive. I feel ignored and heartless because no one appreciate my work and acccording to me, has least love for me. The only difference is that the shooting pain lasts for just 10 seconds but wailing up pain is forever!!! I haven't walked a mile in your shoes. We built websites for entertainment companies.
For my age i saw so many fucking problems. You have thoughts — negative ones mostly. Caution: If you are thinking of shooting yourself or someone else, please seek help immediately counseling, psychiatrist, pastor, etc. Surely, not their first argument, but sadly their last. Even my childhood was a mess. I told her about a friend of mine who shot himself in the mouth. Made multiple attempts on my life.
Fpr real for real for real- When you actually understand the problem perhaps then you should let everybody else in the world know how to solve unsolvable prob;ems. I could be gone for a week and everything would still be my fault. I feel so ashamed and guilty of my self destructive thoughts just want it all to end I got my son away from my abusive ex. Some of these people are getting to me. Besides that last point, i feel empty inside like a void or a endless pit. You have to put forth some effort to change things. I had to start over.
When I say constant pain, I really mean constant unbearable, relentless, severe physical pain that leaves you a shell of your former self. Where was Mum, why was he allowed to do this for so long. I constantly feel guilty about everything , even eating. I recommend watching this video. I think God gave up on me… How can He see me go thru so much and not help me??? My husband just ignores me talks to my kids who are 17, 18 and 10. Through drugs councelling I have finally manage to stop taking drug, but since I manage that the problem I was masking have come back to haunt me and make me feel really low.